Every Trial, Every Difficulties. Blessed be YOUR NAME

Be Joyful Always; Pray Continually; give thanks in All Circumstances, for this is GOD'S Will for you in Christ Jesus. Do Not Put Out the SPIRIT's FIRE. (1 Thessalonians 5: 16 - 19)

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

I Have Make You Too Small In My Eyes


This is the song I heard last night Worship Practice. Its a Sinner Prayer to me, and it really help me to confess my sin. Praise God for this composer ! Praise God


Verses 1
I have made You
Too small in my eyes
O Lord forgive me
And I have believed in a lie
That You were unable to help me


Pre Chorus
But now O Lord I see my wrong
Heal my heart
And show Yourself strong
And in my eyes with my song
O Lord be magnified
O Lord be magnified


Chorus
Be magnified O Lord
You are highly exalted
And there's nothing
You can't do
O Lord my eyes are on You
Be magnified
O Lord be magnified


Verses 2
I have leaned on
The wisdom of men
O Lord forgive me
And I have responded to them
Instead of Your light and Your mercy
( back to pre chorus then to chorus )

Monday, November 14, 2005

I'm A Fool ! !


Why ? We must admit we are fool? The most intelligent person in this world, if they are proud of themselves and act like someone, from God's eyes they are a fools from the first day of this planet been created.

1) Genesis 3 : 6 - 8

When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it.
Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realised that they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves.
Then the man and his wife heard the sound of the LORD God as he was walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and they hid from the LORD God among the trees of the garden.

Hebrew 4 : 13
Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give account

2) Psalm 94 : 7 - 9

They say, "The LORD does not see; the God of Jacob pays no heed."
Take heed, you senseless ones among the people; you fools, when will you become wise?
Does he who implanted the ear not hear? Does he who formed the eye not see?

3) Deuteronomy 32:5-7

They have acted corruptly toward him; to their shame they are no longer his children, but a warped and crooked generation.
Is this the way you repay the LORD,O foolish and unwise people? Is he not your Father, your Creator, who made you and formed you?
Remember the days of old; consider the generations long past. Ask your father and he will tell you, your elders, and they will explain to you.

4) Psalm 53:1-3

The fool says in his heart,
"There is no God."
They are corrupt, and their ways are vile;
there is no one who does good.
God looks down from heaven on the sons of men to see if there are any who understand, any who seek God.
Everyone has turned away, they have together become corrupt; there is no one who does good, not even one.

5) Psalm 92:5-7

How great are your works, O LORD, how profound your thoughts!
The senseless man does not know, fools do not understand,
that though the wicked spring up like grass and all evildoers flourish, they will be forever destroyed


At last we have to admit we are fools. The biggest reason why we are fools is because we do not understand or know God's own charater, we said God is good but how good we feel He is, or God is awesomw! How awesome we see Him in our life? Have we always count His blessing daily?Have we always accept God's will or plan when ever He call us to do? Until now I only know God is faithful to all of us, really from my heart. How foolish I am!

Second reasons is pride, a lot of people think they are able to satisfy themselves as long as they work hard for it, but we never know we are only satisfy our physical will and forgotten that we still have "soul" in our life. So are you too selfish to have favouritsm to our own body? How about your Soul? are not going to satisfy it?


Hebrews 5: 1 - 6: 3
We have much to say about this, but it is hard to explain because you are slow to learn.
In fact, though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you the elementary truths of God's word all over again. You need milk, not solid food!
Anyone who lives on milk, being still an infant, is not acquainted with the teaching about righteousness.
But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil.
Therefore let us leave the elementary teachings about Christ and go on to maturity, not laying again the foundation of repentance from acts that lead to death, and of faith in God,
instruction about baptisms, the laying on of hands, the resurrection of the dead, and eternal judgment.
And God permitting, we will do so.



We always think that we do not need God! and everyone trying to be god himself alone. Everyone trying to use their own way to save themselves. We always trying to hard to be intelligent, to be smart...but we forgotten wisdom is from God and even Eve is fool enough to eat the fruit that seems able to gain wisdom. (Genesis 3: 6) Is wisdom that important? My Lord God, told me " Is it that important to ask for Gifts and miracles healing and talent Than asking God to soften our heart and only want God in our life? Are you able to serve me alone, even though you dont see any reward from me at the end of the day?

Thrid reasons is We dont repent, we always said I did nothing wrong, I dont see my sin, I dont feel we need God. Once you found u are sin against God, I scare our day left no more. Sin happen even we do not obey God's will, didnt praise God, took away the Glory of God and boast ownself, and even the little little sin hidden in our lifes from the day we are young, they are like a dust. Can you see dust? must often we can't, we just can feel it inside our heart or even we dont know where it come from. This is Why we need to invite Holy Spirit to Measure our heart. Are we really Love God?

Hebrews 3: 7
So, as the Holy Spirit says:
Today, if you hear his voice,
do not harden your hearts as you did in the rebellion, during the time of testing in the desert,
where your fathers tested and tried me and for forty years saw what I did.
That is why I was angry with that generation, and I said, 'Their hearts are always going astray, and they have not known my ways.'
So I declared on oath in my anger,'They shall never enter my rest.'


Shall we not repent and ask God to help us understand Him more ~ ~ ~

We will become wise, is when we are passionate to walk holy life and to go where ever God want us to do or to be....fully became an obedience instrument for God alone.


p/s : Lord make me repent and know that you are the best in my life and able to be the best partner! Amen

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Why, I can't sit down quietly!

I've served God for 1/half months. Am I a slacker? Think of that word really seems true to me. Table work? whole day? For me it's doesnt need to finish up whole day.

why I'm doing all this? This can be done in midnight. Those days I work until midnight in the office or out of office. I felt happy and this is my life..now go back early, t night go cell group then sleep early...what is it? I need more work...out reach work....How, where should I start?


Thanks God for I did the first minister visit last week with my mom, I really enjoy it. we are like partner! Mom and daughter become partner? work in unity? sense God's work? no objection!

I dont know what will happen next after 3 months! where is my next step? more to come? what is that? I scare, I worry, one day I hate it.

Saturday night, God reveal to me that I dont love him wholeheartedly, My God is not satisfy my life to Him, He is not happy what I have offered from the past, My Lord said not enough! How sad I'm. Yes I did well in my work, receive few good comment.....but God told me I dont want That kind of offering.

Why I cant love my God as I love others?Past days my best friends, my father, my sisters and brothers in christ.....! Why?Everytime I thank God for them in my life, then things happen next following days. They no longer beside me or with me, either went further study or they have disagreement on me.......God never fail to take away all my friends that I love!
How can I not afraid of putting lots of affort on them and train them and love them?what If God take them away from me one day. Again! my heart break. How sad it will be!

Even I told my mom directly, "I cant love u and I cant put affort on u, because I scare I love u more than My God! but I said, I really cherish the time together with her." So I didnt go to KLIA at 5am with her. I go to bed because 9am I need to work until night 1030pm. afraid that I have not much energy to work.

I'm tired and no more passion to walk.....I know I need to come to the Lord but I cant quiet down my heart. I just want to walk, move and talk. As the Lord reminded me again, Im like Martha (Luke 10:38-42)

Lord empower me, and silence my heart only for u. Let me see the work on my desk is getting smaller and smaller than being with You! Open my spiritual eyes and see your wonderous work and Your heartbeat!

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Thank You Jesus! For listening My Pray


This Week is a Week of Reaching out to do God's Work. My mom said she will be arriving to KL for a drop by visit. In my heart, I pray that the Lord will open a way for my cell group to have a minister time from God alone through My Mom. Ask I know my mom have the gift of ministering, she is very sensitive to God. Just a simple prayer from the Lord and the Lord let this things happen in our cell Group.

How great is Our Lord is. He minister all the young adult through the mouth of my mom, tears falling from their eyes...Love of God pour down like water....Unspeakable Joy and release inside their heart. They no longer walk sorrow or disappointed but yet a heart of thanksgiving and joy to Our Lord Jesus.

Jesus is faithful and great, He know our character, He know our feeling, He know what we thinking and even He know what we want.

I praise God for this great mother, He have prepare for me, she willing to step on the trials and difficulties that God have given her all her life, she obey and willing to pay the price. What we sow and we will reap one day. So I learn to obey God's planning, I will never afraid of trials and difficulties, I always very happy to have all troubles in my life. Because the more I pay the more I recieve God's blessing towards my next generations.

Praise God. People who willing to spend time with God and walk obediently. They are able to minister others because God gain favour on them, who are wholeheartedly to God our Father.

Although last week sermon is talking about "Afraid Of The Future"(No fear to future, Count God's bessing and Grab Opportunity)...I also have a lot of extra add on in this sermon.

1) Trust the Lord wholeheartedly
2) Do not doubt
3) Obedience to God's calling
4) Our God is mercy but yet He also will show His Anger to us if we rebel Him
5) What the Lord have plan for us, all the result are the best to our life although the path is narrow


AMEN ! ! PRAISE THE LORD ! !

p/s : Although we are blessed for those have the different gift, but yet to do follow the man, ask more from the Lord if who ever lack of the spiritual Give. He is faithful and trust he will give when we ask just to glorify God's name! Give Thanks to the Lord always